New post after not posting in some time

Finally using a device which lets me log into my account without complaining. I don't like the changes they keep making to the dashboard. Just leave it alone!

I'm still angry about what was stolen from me. That anger and unforgiveness will never go away. If anything, life is more difficult for me. I probably weigh more now than I ever have and I'm not happy about it. Having to isolate because of the corona virus pandemic isn't helping my fitness goals either. I wish Mom was here just to hear her thoughts on things.

I miss my cat Negi. It was only in the last 18 months of our lives together did he finally get the idea he was allowed to jump up on my lap to ask for attention. I loved him dearly. He was the best mouse catcher I ever had.

Every day is a struggle to give a damn and to gather motivation. I just hope I'm not depressed. Back on Bayard, I had more room to move around and more of a distance I needed to walk. It was easier to go outside. 

I just want my stuff back.

Negi

Picture taken with the phone. ^_^ Shouko Nakagawa has a lot of blog entries done with her cell phone, lots of them of her cats, too.

Just got to thinking. If you haven't heard of Susan Boyle by now, you're probably Amish. She's been described as an "unlikely" singing sensation. Take one look at her and you'd not know she sings beautifully. Anywho, I feel much like her appearance on Britain's Got Talent. Most people take a look at me and come up with their own opinion, and it's always the wrong one. But get to know me, and you realize you had the wrong idea. I'm not going to sing, so you're just going to have to make an effort to find out why I'm just a really great person. My Asperger's tends to create problems though. One friend told me that to him, I'm this really good loyal friend with the occasional odd behavior, but the odd behavior is beside the point because there's so much else good to look forward to.

(Check my previous BGSU Animaration post for a newly embedded video of shtuff.)